lost

i am lost.
lost inside myself.
who am i?
very good question.
i dont have an answer.

just leave me alone,
or just stay.
i guess it doesnt matter.
i am not sure whats wrong.
just that i am suddenly numb.
and looking for answers without questions.
or maybe i'm looking for questions that will never have an answer.

i'm so confused.
i am lost.
lost inside myself.

i dont have the answers to your questions,
and i probably never will.
so what does it matter?
i'm looking for something
without knowing what it is
or where to find it.

i just want to wake up.
cuz this reality sucks so much.
i wish it were never real.
this mess i'm in is hard to handle,
and i burden it alone.

i am lost.
lost inside myself.
and i can only blame me..